I left town Friday night. Me and Debs were stressed out and left. That seems to be my move when I get frustrated or upset. I leave. I have no idea what exactly I am stressed out about. My life seems to be like a crazy roller coaster, and one that I can't control. I think being in control feels so good right now. But lately, I have been realizing that I am hardly ever in that seat. Giving up total control, especially with my life, has been rough. I never know what's going to happen. It used to be exciting, like my life was one big adventure, but now I'm starting to freak out a bit.
So, I left town. I had a pretty peaceful Saturday and just chilled out. But, right when I got back, back into my life here.. I felt the familiar stress. Right when that happened I wanted to go home and be with my family. I didn't want to be an adult anymore. I wanted to run, flee, do anything but deal. So, tonight I have a birthday party to go to, and when that ends I'm going home. I can't wait either. I just need more time away.
So, my advice for the day is deal with your problems. Don't hide them for a while and then explode. But, when you find some free time in your life. Get away. Take a break. Go where you call home.
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